I feel like I am in a funk today… that usually means my period is right around the corner. But I guess this could be a come down from last week. I mean WOW, what a week!
Not only did Jeremy jump back in (and right back out again in a hurry), I also started training the baby fan boy (I am going to make some other woman very happy some day), I somehow fit a date in to my week as well, we also had the wedding, rehearsal dinner, girl night, indoctrination in to a family, joy, envy, LAUGHTER, the after party, making out with straight girls, a ton of drinking, short visits and a few sleep overs with Nick and some texts that never should have been sent. (and not all in that order!)
I heard things and did things that made me feel totally irresponsible this last week… I also heard things and did things that made me feel like I was on top of the world! Now I am going to take a bath and possibly do more yard work. I will figure myself out one of these days… or maybe I should just let the dark cloud of PMS run it’s course and decide that is all this is.
I feel like an idiot all over again when I say things like “I still wish I could love you enough for the both of us.” OY! I really need to get over myself.