I am not sure how many of you are aware that when I think about people I don’t think with names. In my head everyone either has a nickname or an image that is associated with them. It tends to be something that just kinda stuck from the moment I realized that I liked you. For some that happens to be something in your profile (D4), for some it is how you looked the moment I noticed you (leaning on the wooden fence thingy), for some it is what I first called you when talking to my people about you (The Baby) …
The people who have names in my thoughts are my ‘family’. That is how I know I love you… or how I realize it… Is this even making sense? LOL – I mean really, a lot of you don’t even have your ‘real’ name listed in my phone. But I still know how to find you when I need you. Some of you have a different word/image association in my head than the one that was originally there. But each and every one of you at some point in time or another had something other than your name that I knew you by. Maybe this is why I am SO bad with names!! I am sure this is also why I call people by the wrong name on occasion… Think about it; if you do, say something, or look like the image of someone else I hold in my head that is the automatic association that happens in my head and spews out my mouth.
Anyway… I just thought I would let the cat out of the bag for everyone. It is only fair now.
Sleep sweet when you get there!
Smoochie kisses