Somewhere in the middle of what has happened before and what I imagine is the realm of possibility. I spend a lot of time thinking about having sex. I play out scenarios in my head all the time. My favored one so far is this: We are laying in the sauna each on our own bench, in the dark, heat on… Me: “I want you to tell me all the things you want to do to me.” … and you do. Simple as that… but is that really simple? Because I have not had a partner in a while who is good at putting future actions in to words. Trust me, in the previously mentioned scenario we would not remain on separate benches for long.
In my head I am a everyday sex kind of person… but in actuality, there are just some days life makes me too tired to put in the kind of effort it takes to make sex great! I really don’t miss the drunk party sex… It wasn’t ever all that fun. Sometimes I miss the feel of a woman… it has been so damn long. *sigh*
Mmmmmm and sex at the lake house. So many delicious locations that I have only tried in my imagination… and so many I have memories of. The lake houses make me hot, there is so much scope for the imagination out there. One of these years I am going to find time to take a partner (just one? Hrm..) out there and explore the things I imagine out there. Though that will involve time out there without child, so who knows… I can dream though, can’t I?